Chapter 16: The Difference Between Heaven and Earth
What? I looked at her and made sure she was talking to me, my back started to break out in a cold sweat, but who am I to say that I've been through life and death and would still be in the gutter? I tried my best to say to her without changing my face, "Nothing, a piece of paper to wipe the sweat."
Apparently the female invigilator is in the kind of menopausal agitation age, she completely did not ** my words, then said: "Quickly take out, or not to drive you out of the examination room."
Not this time really in the gutter, right? At this time I did not dare to resist her ah, had to take the 'paper' in her hand to her, she took the talisman apart to see is an ordinary yellow paper, face with a brush neatly written more than a dozen 'mouth' word. Because it is not the answer, she did not say anything, I thought in my heart you read it should return me, bitch. Which know that she used a kind of extremely pretend thirteen eyes looked at me after I said: "Is not want to pass a note ah? Confiscated. The second time you find it, it will be regarded as cheating, and kicked out of the examination room!" After saying this, she didn't give me a chance to explain before wiggling her butt back to the podium.
Her sentence of confiscation does not matter, I almost pissed my pants. Finished, in the gutter really overturned the boat. Dumbfounded, I looked at the first question of the exam paper on the table:
"Let the sets M and N be both sets of real numbers R. The mapping f: M → N, maps the element x in the set M to the element lg(1 + x2) in the set N. The set formed by the original image of the image 1 under the mapping f is ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????"
Where the fuck am I supposed to know that!!!! What is this? It's a code word? I've been sleeping on my desk in math class since I was a junior in high school. This year I'm graduating senior year, and I'm reading this stuff like it's alien text.
It's like reading an alien text! I had the urge to cry again. Brain is blank, stay sitting until the exam is almost over, I think I should do something, so I picked up the pen, in this paper's multiple-choice questions behind the parentheses all choose the answer 'C'. After all, it's not for nothing that my buddy has been getting bottom grades for the past few years, and basically it's part of the psychology that those stupid X's love to put the correct answer on 'C' when they come up with questions. I looked up at the two invigilators before filling in the last two blanks with two more 'B's. I would like to dedicate the answers to these two questions to these two middle-aged women.
This is my buddy's many years of experience, if you are lucky, you can score twenty-three or twenty-four points for these thirty points in the multiple choice questions. But the score of the whole exam paper is only twenty-three-four.
After math, it's English. Now my mood has been poor to the extreme, the beginning of the exam listening questions, how I listen to how like chanting. Fortunately, the English test more multiple-choice questions, there are multiple-choice questions, there are buddies I catch points of the opportunity, I wrote in parentheses 'C' while recalling the morning old Zhang said to me, "You broke the pot broke ah?"
I cried, "Damn you, Old Chang, you're right.
After the English language is the language, this is equivalent to a Chinese, or relatively simple, only a long point of brain can be a forty or more, to know that the buddy's composition is still written more elegant. With tears in my eyes, I finished writing and handed in my papers.
All finished, the college entrance examination is over. I don't know how I got out of the examination room, walked out of the school building, the sun is so fucking blinding, the sky is so fucking blue, I again appeared a kind of out-of-this-world feeling.
At lunchtime, the guys in the studio began to chatter on, saying what mixing three years and finally mixed out of the head. What turned out to be this time the question is also quite simple and so on. Only I lowered my head, as if their words are with a knife, say a sentence will stab me like.
Du Feiyu looked at me like this, also know a roughly, she was originally very easy to finish the examination, but her current mood seems to be not very good. I don't know why, is she concerned about me? Or did she fail the exam too?
We were on the bus back to Longjiang at five o'clock in the evening, after dinner and going back to the hotel to pack up my things, I began to daze, could my future be over just like that? No way, no way. With the points from my major, I should still be able to make it to Harbin. Should be able to. I listened to the sound of those guys in the other room who started to play recklessly because they were relieved, and stayed in a daze for the whole afternoon.
Five twenty, the train departed, sitting in the car, only to realize that the time to come and go back, the mood is simply a world of difference. The train is not slow to drive, I was around the guys took out the poker to play the royalist. Du Feiyu is too noisy to go to the seat to rest his eyes. After a while, I also feel very noisy, suddenly want to be quiet, also got up to find a seat no one sits by the window and sat down.
Looking out the window of the car constantly changing scenery, the sun has just set, the setting sun for the emerald green trees and lawns gilded with a layer of pink, feel very comfortable. In this situation, I began to hate myself for having the idea of wailing to the sky but not the courage to wail to the sky. Although I had experienced life and death and knew what the world was like after death, I was still just a small kid in this real world. I couldn't change anything at all, and I realized that human power can never change the destiny of heaven. Just like me this time, I had nine out of ten chances, but it was still a mistake. What does that mean? Is it the so-called fate? What will happen in the future? What should I do in the future?
When I was lost in thought, suddenly a very soft and nice voice rang in my ears, "Why are you sitting here by yourself?"
Why does this voice sound so familiar! I remembered, I had heard this voice when I returned to my soul, it was Guan Yu! Wait, what's going on here? Why would Guan Yu come over and talk to me? Could it be -------- Shit, I can't still be on my way back to my soul!
Probably scared, I didn't dare to turn around, I just nodded and said shakily, "En, I, I'm a bit uncomfortable."
A delicate figure sat down next to me, sure enough it was Guan Yu, I let out a long breath, it seems that I was too messed up in my head, thinking too much, after all, I've been back for a year and a half.
Guan Yu was still as good looking as ever, it was true, especially her eyes, which were large and slightly upturned at the corners of her eyes, with a seductive feeling. She thought I was sighing, so she asked me, "Did you do badly on the exam?"
I nodded, it seems her boyfriend wasn't in the same compartment as her. What was she doing on my side? Was she here to comfort me? When she saw me staring blankly at her, she smiled and said softly, "Cui Zuofei, we were in the same class for three years in high school, and I've always thought that you're a pretty interesting person. Always so optimistic, but how come you've changed when something happens now?"
I was silent, yes, this was her silencing me. Not knowing what to say, she looked at me, smiled, patted me on the shoulder, and told me, "Work hard, as long as you can still breathe, there's always hope."
Shouldn't that be my line? How come she knew it too? But hearing her say this did make me feel much better, I smiled bitterly and told her, "Why are you coming up to sit here with me ah, not afraid of your boyfriend getting jealous?"
Guan Yu straightened the collar of her shirt while saying to me, "Him? I don't know in which compartment to pick up little girls. Why do you have any idea?"
Probably because of the stifling heat in the compartment, she unbuttoned one of the buttons under her collar, and from my angle I could clearly see her collarbone, and looking at this small action, I couldn't help but think of the luscious scene I encountered on the way back to my soul. I gulped and said to her jokingly, "I'm afraid your boyfriend will beat me up."
She laughed and glared at me, and it's fair to say that her glance was basically a flying eye, or the legendary frown. Or whatever it was I don't know how to describe it. The conversation opened up and it was as if we closed the distance between us. There was a sentence without a sentence to strike up a conversation.
I temporarily forgot about this unlucky incident, but I didn't forget about Du Feiyu who was asleep in the front row. I know that there are some things I should do, and some things I should not do, so I basically did not have any illusions about chatting with Guan Yu.
What I said was just some boring words, and in the end, it actually caused me to fall asleep. When I opened my eyes, there is still half an hour to home. I want to stretch my arms to stretch a lazy waist. But found my left shoulder some wrong.
