Chapter 17:
It turned out to be Guan Yu's head lightly pillowed my left shoulder fell asleep, I would have liked to wake her up, but looked at her sleeping face suddenly and some of the heart, at the same time the heart is full of sighs, is not my body's most handsome place is the shoulder ah, surprisingly, there are two women pillows over, Du Feiyu pillows cried, Guan Yu pillows and fell asleep again. Only Guan Yu did not get snot and tears all over it.
But undeniably, this is really a quite ambiguous mei posture, I can feel her fine breathing, squinting, her collar under the scenery is surprisingly also a glimpse. This was the first time I saw a woman's underwear, I swear. I felt like my eyes fell into her clothes, I couldn't pull myself out, and I couldn't pull myself out. Shit! What was I thinking? I already nearly have Ayu ah! I quickly turned my head and closed my eyes, indecent exposure, I can't be irresponsible to Ayu.
But a voice immediately appeared in my head again, he told me to look again, just one more time. Unable to resist the temptation, I decided to really just look at it one more time just one more time, and then I woke up Guan Yu and told her not to sleep like that, she should catch a cold. Ennn, just do it.
I opened my eyes to greedily admire the mysterious new world in Guan Yu's collar again, this look is more than ten minutes. I was mesmerized. Until the train reported that the station has arrived at Long Jiang, I only reacted, immediately retracted the eyes. I took a long breath and thought to myself, "Guan Yu is about 34C. this time I really earned it.
I want to turn back to see if Ayu is awake, but just turned my head, I saw Ayu's cold eyes, she has long been packed, carrying a schoolbag is looking at me in the aisle, her cold eyes seem to have some sadness. She saw me looking at her. She turned her head away and then turned around and walked away.
It's over! Fortunes don't come in pairs, misfortunes don't come singly ah! After waking up Guan Yu, I quickly picked up my painting bag and chased after Du Feiyu. The bus stopped, and the crowd began to crowd off the bus. When I squeezed out of the car, Du Feiyu had already taken a taxi. I was left staring at the entrance to the train station.
After the college entrance exams, everyone was on vacation. After a week, we went to school to assess our scores and fill out our college volunteers. I called Du Feiyu repeatedly, trying to tell her that it was just a misunderstanding that day. But she never picked up. When I called again, the phone was turned off.
When I got home, my family had prepared a table full of my favorite dishes. Sliced pork, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and ground pork. My father also took out beer from the refrigerator, saying that I had finished my exams and wanted to drink two bottles with me. I looked at the dishes on the table, I don't know how, no appetite at all. I suddenly realized that my mother was not there, so I asked my father where my mother was.
My father didn't answer, he took a sip of white wine, then pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket and showed it to me. I took it. Five large bold letters on the printout caught my eye.
Divorce Agreement. What? Divorce? No way, even though my mother and my father had a small quarrel in three days and a big quarrel in two days, but it wasn't so bad that they got divorced, right? And this happened in the middle of the two days I was away for the college entrance exams! This can't be true! It can't be!
I quickly stood up and loudly asked my father what was going on. My father told me to sit down first, and he told me that he and my mother had a rift in their relationship since a long time ago, but because of me, both of them tried their best to maintain this family which was not happy at all. As early as a month ago, the two of them had settled, because they were afraid of affecting my exams, so when I finished the college entrance examination, they agreed to divorce.
After hearing this, I yelled at him, "Why did you let her go so easily? Why didn't you keep her?!" My heart was already in turmoil, but this unfortunate news came one after another, who can eat on who? Looked at my eyes tears already in the spinning father, fierce a cup of white wine all dry after, said to me:
"She already has someone outside."
I have no words, no temper at all, lying in bed at night. It was already past four in the morning, and I hadn't slept all night. After I heard my father's words, I didn't blame him anymore, he was right, he was also a victim. My mother is also not wrong, no matter who has the right to pursue their own happiness. Was I wrong? Where did I go wrong?
I lit a cigarette and inhaled deeply, not exhaling, swallowing the smoke into my stomach. The pungent sensation coming from my lungs made me feel as if I was a little more comfortable. The events of the last few days went over and over in my head. Each one was enough to break me. I thought life was supposed to be full of sunshine, but when I opened my eyes at the moment, it was pitch black. Where is my sunshine?
I had sworn that I would never let anything I cherished leave me again. But could I really do that? It was the first time in my life that I questioned myself.
I don't know how the week passed, I didn't call my mother because I knew that it would be futile. All I could do was try to comfort my father. It was only on Sunday night that I remembered that I had to go to school the next day to fill out an application. It occurred to me that I might have to disappoint my father again. It occurred to me that Dufayu was still angry with me.
I was the last one to arrive at school, and by the time I got there, most of the people had already left after filling out their volunteers. Including Du Feiyu, which is exactly what I thought because I'm in no mood or energy to explain to her right now. I just have to go through the volunteers she filled out and fill out the same ones as her. I'll wait until I can go to Harbin to explain to her. Let's talk about whether or not I can get in or not.
Let's talk about everything! All I need now is quiet! Half a month later the results came out, and despite all my preparations, I was still devastated when I heard my total score of 379. Du Feiyu got into the university she wanted to go to as she had hoped, while I failed without a doubt.
In the evening, I called Du Feiyu, and she actually answered the phone. I told her congratulations on getting into college. All she said was, "I'm leaving on the morning of the tenth of next month." Then without waiting for me to speak, she hung up the phone. What does this mean? I thought about it over and over again. I felt that there was still hope for me. She probably forgave me.
Yes, there was still hope for me, there was still one more chance to make up for college. The next day I ran to the school. I looked up the colleges that were recruiting students for the bye. My score can go, not to say really not a lot. But Harbin is one, but not Du Feiyu test that school, but a branch of a beauty school. It doesn't matter, as long as it's in Harbin, I can visit her every day. I don't have to tell you, it's here. I've made up my mind. Filled out the supplementary statement. The heart is really solid a lot.
To say that my father to me, that really is nothing to say, my character is very much like my father, basically a good old man. My father said to me, on where it is not important, the important thing is to do a good job. When I got home, I told him about Du Feiyu and me. My father didn't say anything after hearing this, but only said to me, "You've grown up, you have the right to choose what to do, just don't regret it."
On the morning of the 10th, I got up early and came to the train station, the train to Harbin is more than six o'clock in the morning, the station is a lot of people. I found Du Feiyu carrying her luggage in the very crowded crowd, and many of her relatives came to see her off. I didn't go forward. The train came into the station and started to check the tickets. After I watched her walk out of the ticket gate, I rushed to the window of the waiting room and looked out the window.
After she left the ticket gate she started walking to the right and when she passed the window I was at she saw me, I looked at her with tears in my eyes and stretched out my finger and wrote the word 'wait' on the glass. She looked at me and smiled at me. And got in the car.
As far as I can remember, that was the last time I saw her smile. On the way home, the sun was just coming up. I felt my hope return.
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