Chapter 28: So-Called Confusion
At that time my eyes were filled with the scene of that female ghost falling to the ground and trembling non-stop, still calling this mongrel's name with tears in her eyes. Damn, because of your lower shen, sacrificed how many people's lives and the happiness of the second half of life?
I followed this up by flipping the table over, picking up another bottle from the floor and shining it at the scumbag who was covering his head with another blow.
I looked at his head was smashed blood flow, he reacted, shouted at me: "You fucking crazy ah?!" After saying that he copped a stool and hit it at me.
What the hell. Am I crazy? I am crazy, pissed off by you scumbag! I dodged the stool he smashed over, clenched my fists, and threw a right hook right at his nose. Probably too hard, my palm was pierced by my own small nails. Blood flowed down the cracks of my fingers.
I gritted my teeth and looked at him, he had already been knocked to the ground by me, and it seemed that he had broken his face, I spat at him with an expressionless face, and spoke to him, "You're still alive, and you don't know what it's like to be dead. In fact, the one who deserves to die the most is you."
Just then, I heard the door open, and Dong Shanshan happened to see the scene after entering. She froze, and the beer in her hand fell off and shattered on the floor.
She cried and looked at me, I saw the word disappointment in her eyes. Yeah, I let her down, I said I wouldn't fight anymore. But just today, I beat her closest brother to death.
I didn't dare to look directly into her eyes, and she didn't say anything, she just quickly stepped forward to help Dong Sizhe into the bedroom and help him bandage, and I. Just stood here stupidly.
The only bit of alcohol in the body was now evaporated along with the sweat. After she finished bandaging Dong Sizhe she put on her clothes and headed for the door. I hurriedly pulled her back.
She shook off my hand with force, tears kept flowing out of her eyes, she was heartbroken, but I didn't know how I was going to explain it to her, and it was really something that couldn't be explained.
"Cui Zuofei, I don't want my boyfriend to be a landlubber, you're such a disappointment to me!"
She said and ran downstairs. I stood in the hallway, listening to the sound of her crying getting farther and farther away, my mind was confused, did I do wrong again? And what did I do wrong?
I fell out of love again. That's the only answer I have in my mind right now. However, this time I do not feel regret.
In this real society, there are many things that we dare to be angry but not dare to say. There are also many things that we can't do anything about. We can only silently accept many rules of harmony, and once you stand up and speak for those who are weak, you often have to pay a considerable price. But if you don't stand up for the weak, they can only continue to suffer in silence.
Guns to the head, what a pithy phrase, I helped that female ghost stand up for her today, so I can only pay the price.
I put on the down jacket, suddenly had another idea, he grandma, anyway, all to this point, might as well once in place.
I went to the bedroom, Dong Sizhe lying on the bed, obviously still not awake, is grunting. After I closed the curtains, I took out the plastic bottle from my pocket. I tore off the talisman on it and unscrewed the cap.
Dong Sizhe, you ruined a woman's life, you have to take the responsibility, spend the rest of your life repenting to the dead woman.
A green smoke floated out, and although I couldn't see this female ghost now, I could feel that she had already gotten into Dong Sizhe's bed. It was as if I could hear its ecstatic voice, which was saying quietly: Sizhe, Sizhe.
How many infatuated women are there in the world? It seems she got what she wanted this time, to follow him until he died.
I put away the bottle and then straightened my clothes.
I picked up the scarf, smiled bitterly and folded it neatly before gently placing it on the table at Dong Sizhe's house. Dong Shanshan, I love you, but it looks like we are also destined for each other.
After everything was done I walked out of the room, I gently closed the door and I clearly heard a voice.
Qin Ed, thank you.
I smiled bitterly and went downstairs, lit a cigarette in my mouth, the weather in this city is very strange, the morning is still sunny weather, and now it even snowed. Snow is not small, drifting snow fell on my head, shoulders, I raised my head, snow fell into my eyes, melted into water.
The fruit of suffering was planted in the past, and the fruit is returned to the body in the present day.
Maybe it's all destiny. That female ghost is somehow considered to be the end of the world, and I, too, have gotten the price I deserve.
I suddenly feel empty, do not want to take a taxi, so aimlessly walking in the snow, the roadside urchins three or two played a snowball fight. Once upon a time, I was as carefree as they were, thinking that there were gardens everywhere around me.
But when I grew up, I realized that no matter what, everything was unsatisfactory. Maybe this is fate, I now have abilities that no one else can have, but I can't get the least love that ordinary people can get. For the first time, I believed in fate.
People who cultivate the Way have five disadvantages and three defects. It wasn't until much later when I inadvertently looked up the dictionary once that I realized. The word 'loneliness' actually has many interpretations, one of which means to be alone and to die without a wife. It was only then that I realized that ever since the day I cultivated the Book of Three Purities, my life, my destiny had been quietly rewritten.
I was destined to be a loner by fate. I can't change it.
Have you ever thought of man's destiny? Actually, I have thought about it, and more than once. But I realized later on that no matter how much I rebelled against fate, the merciless fate would still automatically modify my ending, just like this time. Who would have thought that that Dong Sizhe would be Dong Shanshan's brother.
At least I haven't regretted it, that's all. Thinking about it, I started to smile bitterly again, so I walked firmly in the direction of the school again.
Behind me, there was still snow all over the sky. Snow does have a way of giving people a sense of tranquility. The city of Harbin is still the same as in the past, sometimes noisy, sometimes peaceful.
After returning to school, I was back to my old self, but the only thing that made me happy was that I didn't continue to be negative, because at least I was still alive. As long as one is alive, there is always hope.
A month later, on the fifteenth night, I was in the bathroom again using the well water to paint the mirror to connect to the passageway to the underworld, looking at this little old man, I still felt so close.
Ninth Uncle was also very happy to see me after making sure that I was alright, and it asked me how that female ghost was doing.
I did not tell the truth to the nine uncle, just told it, the female ghost obstinacy, I will it clean up.
Nine uncle heard that even made an exception and praised me once. Said I can't imagine I still have some wisdom root, as long as hard cultivation will have a great success in the future.
But this is not my concern, I asked nine uncle: "If, that female ghost did not become extreme Yin extreme brake, then she still have what harm?"
Ninth Uncle answered me, "If it doesn't turn into an Extreme Yin Extreme Fury, it's nothing more than a wandering spirit. But if a person is haunted by it, that person will be sickly for the rest of his or her life. Until that possessed person dies, this wandering spirit will also enter the Yin City along with the dead person and travel to Half Step More."
I see, so let the female ghost stay with Dong Sizhe all the time. The two of them can't die together, but they can be reincarnated together, isn't that great?
After asking Uncle Nine for some more necessary general knowledge from the Book of the Three Purities, Uncle Nine said that there was something over there, so he left first. I put away the mirror, back to the dormitory lying on the bed. I was secretly thinking about Dong Shanshan, the female ghost, the so-called fate of heaven, and the things that I couldn't possibly have figured out at that time.
I felt that sometimes, the human heart is rather uglier than the ghosts, so I secretly resolved. In the future, I would use my own point of view to assess good and evil. This is my way of Mr. Yin-Yang!
